The Place Before the Words – a poem

“The Place Before the Words” 8/7/15

I’ve spent some time there lately                                                                                                         in that place before the words

Deeper than the words                                                                                                                             that come later on

Difficult to find,                                                                                                                                         even more difficult to forget entirely,                                                                                              yet almost impossible to find the way back                                                                                 once you leave it

As though it were not,                                                                                                                        nor ever could be again                                                                                                                   that place leaves permanent marks                                                                                                  on the soul;                                                                                                                                              it stops the tongue,                                                                                                                        opens the eyes,                                                                                                                                  may build a wall around the heart,                                                                                                 not a wall of exclusion,                                                                                                                        but one that holds in to guard                                                                                                         the pain and treasure found in that place

Neither possible nor right                                                                                                                       to put words upon the wordless,                                                                                                           by suggesting some expression                                                                                                           about this place                                                                                                                                  that is at best acknowledged,                                                                                                           yet remains mostly a hint

It is not a place I choose to go to.                                                                                                          How could anyone choose something                                                                                           not known to exist?

Yet, once I am there                                                                                                                              in that place before the words,                                                                                                        and only then,                                                                                                                                      do I recognize as intimately familiar                                                                                              the wounds and holiness of this place.

Not the kind of place anyone chooses,                                                                                           but more of a movable place                                                                                                                  that comes to those who                                                                                                                          see dimly their own tenderness and                                                                                                 holding that view with deep honor,                                                                                                   as well as much agitation,                                                                                                                   are broken open                                                                                                                                     in some bitter-sweet mixture                                                                                                              of grace and terror.

Once, one has fallen                                                                                                                             by some path of distress                                                                                                                          into the place before the words                                                                                                           one cannot undo that knowing,                                                                                                          or the haunting question of                                                                                                                what light that place sheds                                                                                                                on all of the other places in one’s life.

 

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Not returning to “normal”

In the world of modern/ high-tech medicine with its amazing machines, procedures, and wonder drugs it feels as though the goal is above all returning to “normal”; to that condition of life that was mine BEFORE so much was shut down or turned around.       There are very few public conversations about “not returning to normal”, and little consideration of what happens when such a return is impossible.

It is not as though all of “that” is over and done with. “That” would be cardiac amyloidosis, a rather abrupt end to my teaching career of 20+ years, organ playing, and travel and work on the Doctrine of Discovery for the Episcopal Church, chopped off by a year of chemo therapy in a life now marked more by medical appointments, pills, procedures and practices than anything else. No, “that” is not over and is not going to come to a conclusion until I do.

But for a little while at least, my head is just high enough above the waves of this sea of dis-ease that I have what is surely a rare and temporary opportunity to look back and try to figure out what it means, and what I would carry forward with me for the rest of my days. (However many or few they may be.)

I know that I am not “better” as a person with all that has happened in the past two years.. At least I don’t see that. Just when I think this has some how allowed me to see something I did not see before, and that that seeing is doing something to transform me, I fall into some stupid, small-minded space that has nothing trans -formative about it at all.  I am ashamed. After all of this…

And if I am at all honest, I have to admit that what I have been through, compared with what many people with serious illnesses experience, has been much more a kind of suffering light. (Not that my response to the experience was light; it was not!) My chemo was at first monthly injections for which I did need to travel into town.  Now it is four days of pills taken at home days 1-4 of a 28 day cycle. In both cases the worst problems have been great tiredness, feeling inebriated, and more recently rather distressing problems of elimination. But, not at all what one hears many people go through with horrible nausea, hair loss, etc…..

This year has allowed a number of glimpses into things I could not otherwise possibly see or have any idea of. And so, as very frustrating as much of this has been, I have a sense of “privilege” at having seen what I have and I am VERY leery of wasting that.

Parts of me feel as though I should cease to speak.That I should simply look out upon what is left, marvel at that in silence and awe.
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Holy Saturday

Holy Saturday is rather easy to miss, to not notice it or allow it to color our lives. I write this in the hope that Holy Saturday may color our lives with that deep intimate, tender quiet that comes from allowing ourselves to be touched, even just a bit, by as shared awareness of our sadness. I offer this not because I advocate negativity, etc, but rather because the joy is so much greater when we allow the actual weight of grief to mark our souls. First are the collect and scripture readings appointed for this day by the Book of Common Prayer. Then comes the reflection.

May you know both the intimate silence and beauty of this Holy Day, Holy Saturday, as well as the wild, uncontainable joy of the resurrection Feast of Easter.

HOLY SATURDAY

O God, Creator of heaven and earth:  Grant that, as the crucified body of your dear Son was laid in the tomb and rested on this holy Sabbath, so we may await with him the coming of the third day, and rise with him to newness of life; who now lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Old Testament     Job 14:1-14 (Common English Bible)

1 All of us are born of women, have few days, and are full of turmoil.2 Like a flower, we bloom, then wither, flee like a shadow, and don’t last. (3 Yes, you open your eyes on this one; you bring me into trial against you.) 4 Who can make pure from impure?  Nobody. 5 If our days are fixed, the number of our months with you, you set a statute and we can’t exceed it.6 Look away from us that we may rest, until we are satisfied like a worker at day’s end.7 Indeed there is hope for a tree. If it’s cut down and still sprouting and its shoots don’t fail, 8 if its roots age in the ground and its stump dies in the dust, 9 at the scent of water, it will bud and produce sprouts like a plant. 10 But a human dies and lies there; a person expires, and where is he? 11 Water vanishes from the sea; a river dries up completely. 12 But a human lies down and doesn’t rise until the heavens cease; they don’t get up and awaken from sleep. 13 I wish you would hide me in the underworld, conceal me until your anger passes, set a time for me, and remember me. 14 If people die, will they live again? All the days of my service I would wait until my restoration took place.

Psalm     130   De profundis
 1             Out of the depths have I called to you, O LORD; LORD, hear my voice; *  let your ears consider well the voice of my supplication.             2              If you, LORD, were to note what is done amiss, * O LORD, who could stand?                                                                                                                  3  For there is forgiveness with you; * therefore you shall be feared.               4             I wait for the LORD; my soul waits for God; * in God word is my hope.                                                                                                                   5              My soul waits for the LORD, more than watchmen for the morning, *  more than watchmen for the morning.                                                   6              O Israel, wait for the LORD, * for with the LORD there is mercy;   7              With God there is plenteous redemption, * and the Holy One shall redeem Israel from all their sins.

Epistle     1 Peter 4:1-8  Common English Bible (CEB)

1 Therefore, since Christ suffered as a human, you should also arm yourselves with his way of thinking. This is because whoever suffers is finished with sin. 2 As a result, they don’t live the rest of their human lives in ways determined by human desires but in ways determined by God’s will. 3 You have wasted enough time doing what unbelievers desire—living in their unrestrained immorality and lust, their drunkenness and excessive feasting and wild parties, and their forbidden worship of idols. 4 They think it’s strange that you don’t join in these activities with the same flood of unrestrained wickedness. So they slander you. 5 They will have to reckon with the one who is ready to judge the living and the dead. 6 Indeed, this is the reason the good news was also preached to the dead. This happened so that, although they were judged as humans according to human standards, they could live by the Spirit according to divine standards.  7 The end of everything has come. Therefore, be self-controlled and clearheaded so you can pray.  8 Above all, show sincere love to each other, because love brings about the forgiveness of many sins.

Gospel     Matthew 27:57-66      57 That evening a man named Joseph came. He was a rich man from Arimathea who had become a disciple of Jesus. 58 He came to Pilate and asked for Jesus’ body. Pilate gave him permission to take it. 59 Joseph took the body, wrapped it in a clean linen cloth, 60 and laid it in his own new tomb, which he had carved out of the rock. After he rolled a large stone at the door of the tomb, he went away. 61 Mary Magdalene and the other Mary were there, sitting in front of the tomb.        62 The next day, which was the day after Preparation Day, the chief priests and the Pharisees gathered before Pilate. 63 They said, “Sir, we remember that while that deceiver was still alive he said, ‘After three days I will arise.’ 64 Therefore, order the grave to be sealed until the third day. Otherwise, his disciples may come and steal the body and tell the people, ‘He’s been raised from the dead.’ This last deception will be worse than the first.” 65 Pilate replied, “You have soldiers for guard duty. Go and make it as secure as you know how.” 66 Then they went and secured the tomb by sealing the stone and posting the guard.

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A Reflection on Holy Saturday

 This day is important to me because over the years it has helped me to learn something that is otherwise rather difficult to even consider. As much as I would rather not, as much as so much if life pushes against it, there is great value in allowing ourselves to be touched by grief. It is the value of acknowledging to ourselves in community that we are sad, that something or someone beloved is no longer part of our lives in the way that they were before.

Reading the lessons appointed for this day, I too have a hard time finding any of what I have just written in those lessons. (Job may be the most useful here.) Most of the lessons are more of that aspect of “salvation” having to do with forgiveness of sins, and the trust that God does that. And I do not dismiss that aspect as unnecessary, or entirely “wrong.” But I do find that it is not enough and that there is much more in this story should we need or seek more than that forgiveness of sins.

My deeply woven memories of many years of celebrating this liturgy with Martin Olsen at Trinity Episcopal Parish in Seattle is I now see, probably having more influence on my understanding than the collect and the lessons. And from this vantage point of many years later, it seems to me that it was the aesthetic tone of the music, prayers, and silence more than the words that has marked me so deeply and caused me to learn something from those experiences.

Going to the Easter Vigil after having entered into that silence, and even sadness of Holy Saturday was an entirely different experience from what happens without it. Yes, the collect does suggest that we know what is about to happen, resurrection. Perhaps I am saying the Collect has it wrong, that we need a new collect here to allow for what is not yet know, and for the astounding, totally unexpected New Life that is about to come where it is least expected!

But I really don’t think that reading/ collect fits that story. It certainly does not fit either the prayers about sin, (Jesus was not in need of forgiveness), nor Joseph of Arimathea’s most generous gift of “his own new tomb.” One does not give away one’s “own new tomb” if one has any glimmer that it will be used only for a few days.

Today is simply about allowing that healthy kind of sadness that we actually need in our lives. It is quiet, intimate, gentle, very painful in some ways, but also priceless at the same time.

“Waiting without hope” is how Eliot puts it in “East Coker, III”, in the Four Quartets.

I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope                                                                          For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love                                             For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith                                                    But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.

There is the wisdom of this day: to acknowledge to each other that we do NOT know what to do now, that we are simply in this place of knowing what has happened. It is sinking in and our initial response is stunned silence. Anything else, more… will come later on. But for now, stunned silence is the best, most honest response we might have.

This writing is my silence for this day. I have not yet figured out how to collect others to commemorate this day with this sensibility. It would be wonderful to do so, yet I am so profoundly thankful for the memories of when I was able to do that. Those memories still work and they carry a great deal of what I feel is missing when we zip from Good Friday to the Easter Vigil (or Easter morning) without allowing the weight and beauty and intimacy of this holy day to sink into our souls.

A new Collect for Holy Saturday:

Holy One, Creator of all: May the weight of the crucified body of Jesus your Son mark our souls with tenderness and compassion, as we enter into the silence of this Holy day. May we wait without hope yet open to the longed for but completely unexpected New Life that is your gift to all Creation. You who live in us through the Spirit. Amen.

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A Reading List

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 A Reading List for Helping us to Enter into Relationships with First Nations People

General Convention 77 & the Doctrine of Discovery

As a direct outcome and follow-up on General Convention 76 in which the Doctrine of Discovery (DOD) was repudiated by the Episcopal Church, GC 77 included a Lament Over the DOD. http://www.episcopalchurch.org/page/doctrine-discovery-resources

And in conversation about that event on Sunday Aug 12, 2012 at St. David Emmanuel Episcopal Church in Shoreline, WA, someone asked for a reading list to help understand these matters more deeply. Both our Christian faith and its application to all matters of injustice are essentially matters of relationship. However, without actual face-to-face relationships with First Nations people, it is rather difficult to make sense of both the problems, as well as potential responses to those problems.

Here is such a list, accompanied by a couple of warnings, caveats, etc.:

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New House Rules for ZKRAB2le — aka Scrabble

I have tried to enjoy playing Scrabble with family and friends who are much better spellers and remembers than I. It has so far– almost 60 years off and on of trying —not  become fun. I don’t enjoy feeling dumb, nor do I find it fun to put others ( whose spelling may be even worse than mine) in that same position.

So… knowing that I love words in many languages, do not spell all that well, and now find myself to be in a place where sitting down to play a game with others is something that I am able to do, and some times enjoy. It is in this context that I have, somewhat in desperation, arrived at this way of playing Scrabble.  (Or, if the company wants to sue me, then it isn’t Scrabble but rather ZKRAB2le.)

I could see that… “reluctant but pretty well hidden….I don’t want to do this at all. But I know it is now one of the things she can do. I love her and so even though I don’t want to do this, I will…” look in my engineer husband’s face. I’m not so sure that he actually enjoys it, yet. But it was much better than the other way and came closer to being something we as a couple or small group could do together and laugh, a lot!

OUR House Rules for “New Scrabble” aka…ZKRAB2le

1. Throw away the old rules, or if you know them, try to forget them. Should you need them later on, they must be on the Internet.

2. Play with the goal of collaboration, being creative, imaginative, and helping each other to use all of the letters with as much fun, laughter, and creative energy as possible. Don’t take it soooooooooooooooo seriously!  This really is a game. Playing is okay. In the long run you will actually come up with much better words, learn new words in both English and other languages, etc.

3. Do not keep score! It saves time. You will all know, without keeping score who did what. But the joy will be more likely to be shared among all of you, rather than one person feeling great… and the rest, not so much
4. Use any combination of words, in any language, proper/ improper, abbreviations, initials, anagrams, brand names, call letters, titles, etc.

If English is not your first language, try to select words that will do something to share the treasures of your language with those who do not know it. And if  that language happens to be Japanese, Hebrew, Arabic, Cambodian, etc….using other alphabets, just use these letters for transliteration. And it doesn’t need to be perfect.

5. When necessary, make up interesting, useful new words with excellent definitions. Give this some thought and it is really a lot of fun and a very interesting as well as entertaining thing to do.  You might actually come up with a word that world needs.

6. Have fun… and forget about either “winning or loosing”. Enjoy it for the first time in about 50 -60 years!  (I am still trying to figure out why it took me so long to figure this out.)

7. When it helps, and eventually every game arrives at this point, give each other the letters you have, and receive them from other.  Also, if it helps, switch around your turns in order to open up useful board space so that all of you can keep playing rather than ending the game because you have not place to move to.

A story that is not apocryphal..

My grandpa Roy I Ganfield, my father’s father, was for many many years an eager and vibrant Scrabble player with my grandmother, Hazel Mace Ganfield. They were trained as teachers in a Normal School in Michigan, but did not have the careers as teaches they had prepared for because of various State teacher certification laws and the confines of “economic opportunity.” Yet, they knew words, could spell and spell they did for many years.

When they came to visit in Seattle from Medford we got to play together. At some point in these visits, it some how came out that for many years Grandpa Roy had been making up words and their definitions and using them with great success to do rather well at Scrabble. We were all party to this… winning and losing. Eventually someone began to check his words. He was exposed. And we brought an end to a many years long, creative practice. Yes, it was “dishonest” not to tell us. Yet I can see why . The rest of us lacked the creative, imaginative, courageous vision to play our way through life.

May we learn from Grandpa Roy.

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The Staff of the Holy Food Cafe- A Poem

The ways of God

may be more like those

of the waitress

who has worked there for 37 years,

since she was 17

than those of the 30 year-old cook.

 

Both heal in comfort food,

apparently the same food viewed from up top

But, the waitress knows the customers

better than the cook does.

He feeds the body

she feeds the soul

The cook prepares what people “order”,

the waitress hears their strained laughter, silence, fights,

tears, rage, longing hungers and joys…

The waitress has a view as to WHY

they order, and eat or not,

what they order.

The cook is limited to the ingredients on had

The waitress KNOWS that it is impossible

to fulfill all that is needed, wanted, longed for.

So, as she places the plates on top of the table

at some other level we cannot see,

in order to acknowledge and honor,

to give full credit for

all of that joy, rage, longing, hope, fear, love…

in some way that we do not know,

she waitress inserts herself in-between the people and food

to listen, hear, hold, look, cry, rejoice with, embrace

to be present to those who

are hungry for life.

 

 

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A Book Review – May We Be Forgiven by A. M. Homes

 

At this time in my life I read various kinds of books for very different reasons. By far, much of what I read is some form of escape from my present reality. Such reading is one means of surviving the challenges of my reality and often works rather well.

At other times, and all too seldom, I read something because it is both an escape from as well as an entrance into that reality which offers some hope for that reality.  May We Be Forgiven by A, M. Homes (2012, Penguin) is one of those books.

Before trying to convey something about hope, it is necessary to acknowledge that I am not the only reader of Homes who finds some parts of what she writes to be disgusting. This partial disgust may be the point of such a powerful book. (Perhaps there is much to  learn from a reflection on disgusting things? To some extent that is precisely what unfolds over the length of the book. ) I do not pretend to understand or appreciate all that is going on in a novel that is both compelling, yet semi-chaotic. Some portions of the narrative —  more than a few sex scenes — simply do not make any sense to me. There is nothing particularly sexy, romantic, beautiful, or even interesting about these scenes. The  mystery of actual relationships is omitted and what remains is just plain dumb.

Now the challenge is how to comment on a truly amazing book without spoiling it for you who may read it?

This is a long book, nearly 500 pages. At times various aspects of the story seem to hang in the air as though looking or waiting for home. That looking and waiting are surely intentional on the part of Homes. But, it does demand a generous reader who is willing to enter into this semi-chaotic world without asking too many questions and come along where she seeks to lead.  She does lead.

Much of this story serves to expose and denounce with clear vision and acidic-comic commentary a great deal of (what looks from the West Coast to be numerous examples of) East Coast arrogant, materialistic life-style and child rearing practices taken to be normal and completely acceptable, etc. Without any examples, the novel follows a path from death of various kinds into a stunning example of resurrection.

My own particular interest in the book stems from what Homes does with rituals — a Jewish bar mitzvah, and a semi-Christian Thanksgiving feast. May We Be Forgiven  has deep strands of theological and liturgical wisdom uncommon in “secular” literature. The powerful “liturgical” practices demonstrated in this story have much to teach both those who already have an appreciation for ritual, as well as those who are more skeptical. Homes’ use of ritual and descriptions of ritual are stunning because these are not the rituals administered by experts, but rather ritual that pours from its own depth and power out of the lives of very messed up, some what ordinary people. To say more will spoil.

The rituals make no sense without all that comes before them. They demand a lot of reading and following what IS bizarre, etc. Part of the function of the length of the story is to give the reader time to figure out just how bizarre, and why. It is more than worth the read. And if you do, please let me know what you think. This is a book to reflect on together, once you have read it.

 

 

 

 

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I’m Going to Go Home and Read the Doctrine of Discovery”

“I’m Going to Go Home and Read the DOCTRINE OF DISCOVERY”

After hearing, sadly for the first time, about the Doctrine of Discovery, many a well-educated and well- meaning person says, “When I get home from this conference, I am going to sit down and read the Doctrine Discovery!” Unfortunately, there is no such thing as a single piece of paper or action with   title “The Doctrine of Discovery”.  Rather  the DOD is a collective term – an umbrella word — used to refer to various legally binding documents and policies of Church and State which together are now referred to as “the Doctrine of Discovery”, and in legal language is known as “Discovery”.

The term “Doctrine of Discovery” is standard law school terminology  in American Indian Law for a wide range of legal (secular governments) and legally binding church documents dating back to the middle ages, (11th C, )  still found in legal usage in the United States as recently as 2005. These documents include papal bulls, royal letters and charters, laws and legal rulings of the U.S. Supreme Court, and public policies, such as Manifest Destiny.

10 Elements of “Discovery” a la Robert, J. Miller, Law School, at Lewis & Clark

1 First Discovery. Representatives of the first European King/ Queen to “discover” lands previously unknown to Europeans were seen to have “gained property and sovereign rights” over those lands for that King/Queen.

2. Actual occupancy and current possession. The claim to legal title of these newly “discovered” lands was established by occupying them through the building of a military fort or settlement.

3. Preemption / European title. In addition to the claim of legal “discovery”, there was a binding claim, whereby Native people were (and are*) not allowed to sell their land to anyone (governments or individuals) other than the U.S. Government. (*now with supervision)

4. Indian title. “Discovery” was taken to mean that Indian Nations have “lost the full property rights and ownership of their lands.” If  proven that consent was never given for sale of their land, they could retain their rights to occupy and use, in the usual and accustomed manner, their own land. Native people do not own their own lands “free and clear” as does anyone else in this Nation.

5. Tribal limited sovereignty and commercial rights. Although Indian Nations are recognized as inherently sovereign nations, that sovereignty is limited, for purposes of commerce and diplomatic international relations, to dealing only with the U.S. Government.

6. Contiguity. (state of being near to, having proximity to) “Discovery” came to be understood that not only actually occupied land belonged to the “discovers”, but also a “reasonable and significant amount of land contiguous to and surrounding the settlements” were no longer Indian lands. Thus,  a river, and its mouth, and ALL of the land in the drainage field, all the way up to the source of that river was claimed as the territory of the “discovers.” (Columbia River mouth means… most of the State of WA.)

7.Terra nullius. “Land that is empty” became a means to legally acquire any land not being used, occupied, inhabited, etc. according to Euro-American standards of usage. Given the considerable differences** between Euro-American and Native economic and religious practices a great deal of Native land was declared empty and available for European settlement.

8. Christianity. Non-Christians were not deemed legally, or ecclesially (by many, but not all, branches of Christianity), to be worthy of respect and dignity as human beings. The rights of “land, sovereignty, and self-determination” pertaining to (Christian males) were not extended to Native people.

9. Civilization. According to Euro-American understandings, only that which followed Euro-American political, economic, religious, ethical, cultural, social, and aesthetic sensibilities was “civilized.” In spite of glaring injustice and violent practices employed by Euro-Americans towards Native people, marked by “paternalism and guardianship powers over them”, the “settlers” were “civilized” and the Native people were legally labeled as “savages.”

10. Conquest.  Two meanings: (1) A “military victory”, in which the “invasion and conquest of Indian lands is justified in certain circumstances” (2) also as “term of art”, with meaning particular to the time it was used. Differing from the European legal definition, the U.S. Supreme Court modified the meaning of “conquest” to restrict the property rights of Native people because “the Indian Nations could not be left in complete ownership of the lands in America.”

Based on:  Miller, Robert J., and Elizabeth Nurse. Native America, Discovered and Conquered: Thomas Jefferson, Lewis & Clark, and Manifest Destiny. Westport, Conn: Praetor Publishers, 2006, pp. 3-5.

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Here below is a collection of English translations of the actual documents – papal bulls, royal letters and charters, laws, and national policies that together have come to be known as the Doctrine of Discovery:

1095    Pope Urban II, Council of Clermont (according to Fulcher of Chartres)  ..a speech calling for the Crusades… “Although, O sons of God, you have promised more firmly than ever to keep the peace  among yourselves and to preserve the rights of the church, there remains still an important work for  you to do. Freshly quickened by the divine correction, you must apply the strength of your righteousness to another matter which concerns you as well as God. For your brethren who live in the east are in urgent  need of your help, and you must hasten to give them the aid which has often been promised them.  For, as the most of you have heard, the Turks and Arabs have attacked them and have conquered the territory of Romania [the Greek empire] as far west as the shore of the Mediterranean and the Hellespont, which is called the Arm of St. George. They have occupied more and more of the lands of  those Christians, and have overcome them in seven battles. They have killed and captured many, and have destroyed the churches and devastated the empire. If you permit them to continue thus for awhile with impurity, the faithful of God will be much more widely attacked by them. On this account I, or  rather the Lord, beseech you as Christ’s heralds to publish this everywhere and to    persuade all people of   whatever rank, foot-soldiers and knights, poor and rich, to carry aid promptly to those Christians and to  destroy that vile race from the lands of our friends. I say this to those who are present, it meant also for   those who are absent. Moreover, Christ commands it”….

 1452    Papal Bull Dum Diversas (Nicholas V) 18 June “ “We grant you [Kings of Spain and Portugal] by  these present documents, with our Apostolic Authority, full and free permission to invade, search out,  capture, and subjugate the Saracens and pagans and any other unbelievers and enemies of Christ wherever they may be, as well as their kingdoms, duchies, counties, principalities, and other property […]  and to reduce their persons into perpetual slavery.

1454    Papal Bull Romanus Pontifex (Nicholas V) January 8...”The Roman pontiff, successor of the key-bearer of the heavenly kingdom and vicar of Jesus Christ, contemplating with a father’s mind all the several climes of the world and the characteristics of all the nations dwelling in them and seeking and  desiring the salvation of all, wholesomely ordains and disposes upon careful deliberation those things  which he sees will be agreeable to the Divine Majesty and by which he may bring the sheep entrusted to   him by God into the single divine fold, and may acquire for them the reward of eternal felicity, and obtain  pardon for their souls. This we believe will more certainly come to pass, through the aid of the Lord, if we  bestow suitable favors and special graces on those Catholic kings and princes, who, like athletes and intrepid champions of the Christian faith, as we know by the evidence of facts, not only restrain the savage excesses of the Saracens and of other infidels, enemies of the Christian name, but also for the  defense and increase of the faith vanquish them and their kingdoms and habitations, though situated in the remotest parts unknown to us, and subject them to their own temporal dominion, sparing no labor and  expense, …”

1493    Papal Bull Inter Caetera (Alexander VI) May 4,  ..Alexander, bishop, servant of the servants of  God, to the illustrious sovereigns, our very dear son in Christ, Ferdinand, king, and our very dear daughter  in Christ, Isabella, queen of Castile, Leon, Aragon, Sicily, and Granada, health and apostolic benediction. Among other works well pleasing to the Divine Majesty and cherished of our heart, this assuredly ranks highest, that in our times especially the Catholic faith and the Christian religion be exalted and be everywhere increased and spread, that the health of souls be cared for and that barbarous nations be overthrown and brought to the faith itself….Moreover, as your aforesaid envoys are of opinion, these very peoples living in the said islands and countries believe in one God, the Creator in heaven, and seem  sufficiently disposed to embrace the Catholic faith and be trained in good morals. And it is hoped that, were they instructed, the name of the Savior, our Lord Jesus Christ, would easily be introduced into the  said countries and islands….Furthermore, under penalty of excommunication late sententie to be incurred ipso facto, should anyone thus contravene, we strictly forbid all persons of whatsoever rank, even imperial  and royal, or of whatsoever estate, degree, order, or condition, to dare, without your special permit or  that of your aforesaid heirs and successors, to go for the purpose of trade or any other reason to the  islands or mainlands, found and to be found, discovered and to be discovered, towards the west and  south, by drawing and establishing a line from the Arctic pole to the Antarctic pole, no matter whether the mainlands and islands, found and to be found, lie in the direction of India or toward any other quarter   whatsoever, the said line to be distant one hundred leagues towards the west and south, as is aforesaid, from any of the islands commonly known as the Azores and Cape Verde; apostolic constitutions and    ordinances and other decrees whatsoever to the contrary notwithstanding. We trust in Him from whom     empires and governments and all good things proceed, that, should you, with the Lord’s guidance, pursue this holy and praiseworthy undertaking…

1496    Patent Granted by King Henry VII (of England) to John Cabot and his Sons, March 5,

1606    Jamestown Charter …” We, greatly commending, and graciously accepting of, their Desires for the Furtherance of so noble a  Work, which may, by the Providence of Almighty God, hereafter tend to the Glory of his Divine Majesty, in  propagating of Christian Religion to such People, as yet live in Darkness and  miserable Ignorance of the true  Knowledge and Worship of God, and may in time bring the Infidels and  Savages, living in those parts, to  human Civility, and to a settled and quiet Government:…

1765    New Jersey history – “defined the English claims as being based on Cabot’s voyage, discovery & possession

1803-06 Lewis & Clark Expedition

1823    Johnson  v. M’Intosh – (U.S. Supreme Court Case)  March 10 – Continues to this day to be significant in that “almost all land titles in the U.S….because  Indian title is the original link to most land.”(Miller 50)

1823    The Monroe Doctrine December 2 – proclaimed and end to “Discovery”, i.e. for European nations, but not the U.S.

                …from the Supreme Court Decision:

The United States, then, have unequivocally acceded to that great and broad rule [Discovery] by which its civilized inhabitants now hold this county. They hold, and assert in themselves, the title by which it was acquired. They maintain, as others have maintained, that discovery gave an exclusive right to extinguish Indian title of occupancy, either by purchase or by conquest; and gave also a right to such a degree of  sovereignty, as the circumstances of the people would allow them to exercise.

1845    Manifest Destiny – “used to define American expansion to the Pacific Ocean” (Miller, 114),   which  grew out of  the Doctrine of Discovery, and linked to Thomas  Jefferson’s Louisiana Purchase, policy of the removal of all eastern tribes to the west of the Mississippi,  and the Lewis & Clark Expedition

 

 

 

 A PUBLIC DECLARATION TO THE TRIBAL COUNCILS AND TRADITIONAL  SPIRITUAL LEADERS OF THE INDIAN AND ESKIMO PEOPLES OF THE PACIFIC NORTHWEST November 12 1987  c/o Jewell Praying Wolf James, Lummi

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

This is a formal apology on behalf of our churches for their long-standing participation in the destruction of traditional Native American spiritual practices. We call upon our people for recognition of and respect for your traditional ways of life and for protection of your sacred places and ceremonial objects. We have frequently been unconscious and insensitive and not come to your aid when you have been victimized by unjust federal policies and practices. In many other circumstances we reflected the rampant racism and prejudice of the dominant culture with which we too willingly identified. During this two hundredth anniversary year of the United States Constitution we, as leaders of our churches in the Pacific Northwest, extend our apology. We ask for your forgiveness and blessing.

As the Creator continues to renew the earth, the plants, the animals, and all living things, we call upon the people of our denominations and fellowships to a commitment of mutual support in your efforts to reclaim and protect the legacy of your own traditional spiritual teachings. To that end we pledge our support and assistance in upholding the American Religious Freedom Act (P. L. 95-134, 1978) and within  that legal precedent affirm the following:

(1) The rights of the Native Peoples to practice and participate in traditional ceremonies and rituals with the same protection offered all religions under the Constitution.

(2) Access to and protection of sacred Sites and public lands for ceremonial purposes.

 (3) The use of religious symbols (feathers, tobacco, sweet grass, bone, etc.) for use in traditional ceremonies and rituals. The spiritual power of the land and the ancient wisdom of your indigenous religions can be, we believe, great gifts to the Christian churches. We offer our commitment to support you in the righting of previous wrongs: to protect your people’s efforts to enhance Native spiritual teachings; to encourage the members of our churches to stand in solidarity with you on these important religious issues; to provide advocacy and mediation, when appropriate, for ongoing negotiations with State agencies and Federal officials regarding these matters.

May the promises of this day go on public record with all the congregations of our communions and be communicated to the Native American Peoples of the Pacific Northwest. May the God of Abraham and Sarah, and the Spirit who lives in both the cedar and Salmon People, be honored and celebrated.

Sincerely,

 

 

Executive The Rev. Thomas L. Blevins, Bishop                    The Most Rev. Raymond G. Hunthausen Pacific Northwest Synod –                                                                                 Archbishop of Seattle                                                  Lutheran Church in America                                          Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Seattle

The Rev. Dr. Robert ,                                                                      The Rev. Elizabeth Knott Executive Minister Synod  Northwest Synod Alaska-Northwest                               American Baptist Churches                                               of the Presbyterian Church

 

The Rev. Robert Brock                                                                   The Rev. Lowell Knutson, Bishop N.W. Regional Christian Church North Pacific District                                        American Lutheran Church

The Right Rev. Robert H. Cochrane                                          The Most Rev. Thomas Murphy   (BCA)             Episcopal Diocese of Olympia                                                 Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Seattle

The Rev. W. James Halfaker                                                        The Rev. Melvin G. Talbert, Bishop                 Conference Minister United Church of Christ                  United Methodist Church Washington North Idaho Conference                                                              Pacific Northwest Conference

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The Lone Ranger, Tonto, Genocide, and Laughter

I grew up listening to “The Lone Ranger and Tonto” on the radio from my bed at night. It was my favorite program, after the one that began with Teddy Bear’s Picnic Song. I’m not at all clear as to why it was my favorite, but it may have been the music, The William Tell Overture,  which came to represent that program. When I heard the movie was out, I was not exactly in a hurry to replace my deeply treasured childhood memories with some updated, (to me… ) ill-informed version of that radio program I loved.

Before going to see the film I had heard some raves and more roasts. Thus, I went mostly to see if it offered me any of what I remember from listening as a 6 yr old. The music did not disappoint!

(The rest of these comments have to do with what I have been working on for the past few years. So, here is a brief summary.)

For the last couple of years I have been part of a project in the Episcopal Church (USA) the focused on the repudiation of the Doctrine of Discovery. The DOD, as we now refer to it, was and still is (in international law) the legal and church documents that authorized and even blessed what came to be one of the two American Genocides; the taking of the land and encouraging the  deaths of most the Native Peoples of the Americas. This is not a pleasant story, very far from it. Once the Church managed to repudiate what was legal and taken by most people as the right thing to do, there remained a problem of how to make that repudiation meaningful to the people of the Church in a way that leads to actual change and healing of some kind.

Here is a link to the various resources that our team put together

Doctrine of Discovery Resources | Episcopal Church

These resources include a 15 min. DVD, Exposing the Doctrine of Discovery and materials to help people reflect, explore, pray, and learn together about this painful matter at various seasons and occasions of the Church year.

The culmination of the first year of work on this project was an international Lament over the Doctrine of Discovery held on July 10th at the 2012 General Convention of the Episcopal Church in Indianapolis, Indiana. That event was a very powerful experience for many people. But it also caused some of us to notice that in our efforts to solve a problem, we were also creating other problems for which we had little understanding and fewer strategies for responding.

Part of the awareness from the Lament over the DOD was that for those of us whose ancestors came to this continent from Europe, we were stopped in our tracks, with no clue as to how to move forward. The overall scope of our understanding of and trust in the events and significance of the history of our “home land” was at best gravely incomplete and to a large extent put forth a false image of how this nation came to be. So as I and others sat with our Native sisters and brothers and listened with respect to their expressions of trust and confidence in the wisdom of their elders, I/we cringed with shame at what our elders had done to and said about their elders.  In other words, our identity as American citizens was gravely challenged by a painful new grasp of our History, and we had no place to turn.

You may already be thinking “shame”? Why is she talking about “shame”? This is usually where the word guilt shows up, and then shuts off interest, attention, and meaningful response. It is precisely the ways in which this new version of the Lone Ranger & Tonto brings attention and honor to those who have been shamed by the history of this nation. And the fact that whole theaters full of people are able to laugh at the funny parts, plays a critical role in being able to sit through the other parts that are shameful, violent, and very sad.

This is where the movie The Lone Ranger becomes a vital and strategic resource in this very difficult matter of responding to the Doctrine of Discovery from Christian Faith. After several years of working on this matter, I have recently come to see that unless we find ways to engage these wounds with both very serious attention as well as laughter, we will make no progress in our response! The necessity for laughter here is absolutely NOT because genocide is in any way “funny” to those who experience it. (The laughter in the movie is not laughter at genocide, it is rather what makes it possible to notice the genocide and to learn from it.)  The laughter is necessary because the level of challenge is so great, overwhelming, and unmanageable that we cannot access it straight. The laughter provides a kind of buffer / mixer that makes possible taking in the hard stuff.

The movie is at various points “stupid”, slap-stick, absurd… etc. with horses jumping from buildings, riding on top of a train, people doing equally unreal and impossible feats. The movie also very carefully weaves together these moments of stupid, slapstick with brief, but VERY powerful moments that proclaim, possibly for the first time in a major motion picture, a perspective on the settlement of North American that was anything but just, right, or Christian

The way the west was won, was certainly not in any way in keeping with the values that “we” as Americans claim to hold — justice, truth, freedom, respect for human life, etc.

It may be understandable that one would be caught up or distracted by the “stupid” aspects of the film and not notice how this version of the Lone Ranger and Tonto is the same story that I heard from my bed as a 6 yr old, but it is headed in the opposite direction.  This movie uses fiction to present more of the “truth” about the settlement of the West. Carefully wrapped in a silly, “action film format” +  the questions of a wise child, this version of the LR & T manages to include some very powerful examples of the egregious treatment of Native Peoples, Chinese railroad workers, and the rule of greed, violence, and ignorance that governed the actual settlement of the West.

One of the most powerful scenes captures the unscrupulous railroad “magnate” challenging the cavalry General by pointing out that he, the general, had participated in the ten-fold massacre of Comanche people, who did NOT attack the homestead where  the beautiful woman and her child were living.

Another brings in the Chinese laborers who also worked under horrific conditions on the building of  the railroad. In that brief scene a group of Chinese workers all nod and smile “yes”…when (Tonto) comments about the injustice of their working conditions. And the audience laughs!!! We laughed together  because we know that it is “true”.

Yes, for the most part, the movie is silly, entirely made up, unrealistic. and based on fiction, etc. And yet, Tonto (Johnnie Depp) and the Lone Ranger, have done what many Native and other wise humans do; they have taken a horrific event or experience and turned it around by entering deeply into it, and come out the other side, laughing and crying, while seeing more of what matters in life.

If you haven’t seen it. Please go, and let me know what you think.

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Mary’s Magnificat – an Advent Retreat

MAGNIFICAT in Advent

Advent is a season of waiting and preparation before Christmas, set within our cultural context of too-muchness and frantic attempts at satisfying human desires with things that do not in the long run satisfy.

This powerful prayer, attributed to Mary the Mother of Jesus in the New Testament, has its origins in Hannah’s Prayers of  Lament and Thanksgiving in I Samuel 1:9-20 and 2:1-10. The combination of both lament and thanksgiving used to acknowledge and convey our own suffering has great potential for opening us to the suffering of others and the jarring ways in which God’s Grace works against suffering.

Hannah’s name  means grace!

She is not known for quiet obedience, but rather for audacious, daring prayer in the presence of male leaders and God. That prayer comes not from insecure rebellion, but rather as deep confidence in the promises of the Holy One to be with her and to look upon her life with blessing. She dares to hold God accountable according to her understanding that God means to be gracious to God’s people.

When we step back from Magnificat and notice the layers of lament and thanksgiving that
are its foundations, we begin to grasp how and why this prayer dares to invert what we see around us as normal. The mighty are called out to be brought down; the lowly are lifted up to dwell in grace and peace.

This is no magic process, rather an ancient well known spiritual practice where-by we realize that we cannot advocate very well for others what we do not grasp for ourselves. Love for love, compassion for compassion, and wisdom for wisdom.

Come away for a day (and a night, if you have the time), to enjoy the peace and beauty of the Priory Spirituality Center in Lacey, WA.

As the days grow shorter and darker, set aside some time for the light of faithful reflection and the deeply satisfying light and peace of a gathering of faithful people.
Bring your hopes and desires and share them with other people of faith, as we consider the richness of Mary’s Magnificat, its origins and the powerful resources it offers us for light
in the darkness.

You O God have done great things for me,
and holy is your Name.

Register by prior Friday $50 (Nov. 30th)
Bring a sack lunch, Bible and Journal, and something to represent lowliness, hunger, fear or insecurity. If there is room, you are welcome to stay at the Center.

Kathryn Rickert, (M. Div., Ph.D.), has explored various biblical, spiritual and
liturgical dimensions of lament — crying out to God in distress – through
teaching, church music and worship that keeps in mind a constructive role for lament in processes of reconciliation of both penitents and the broken-hearted. She teaches for the School of Theology and Ministry at Seattle University, the SALT (Scripture and Leadership) Program at Holy Spirit Catholic Church, in Kent, WA, and the Native Ministries Consortium of the Vancouver School of Theology.

The Priory Spirituality Center
500 College Street NE Lacey, WA 98516-5339 (360) 438-2595
e-mail spiritualityctr@stplacid.org http://www.stplacid.org

A time for Reflection during Advent

Mary’s Prayer, the Magnificat,
…pouring out our feelings in the presence of the Holy One.”  Sam 1:15
Saturday, December 8th 2012
9:15am – 3 pm
Priory Spirituality Center
500 College Street NE
Lacey, WA 98516-5339

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